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Puppy! 8D
This isn't going to be much of an update, since today wasn't a particularly eventful day... But since I may not get around to updating for a few days, I figure I might as well do so while I have the chance. This weekend… -
That L-Word
A lot of people have been surprised by my proclamations of love lately. The fact that I've said I'm more in love now than I ever have been is something that has shocked a few people, and I have to admit, feeling so in lo… -
How have you changed in the past 5 years? Are you mentally, physically or emotionally different?
I just answered this Featured Question; you can answer it too! This is a very interesting question for someone like myself, who has made so many drastic changes in the last few months alone. In the last five year… -
Funerals Bring Families Together
It's funny, I don't really know why I have become inclined to update this thing all the time, considering I don't think people are even reading it half the time... But oh well! Here I am again, shortly before midnight, y… -
Pre-Funeral Thoughts
So, it's nearing midnight on Thursday night, and tomorrow is the day. Tomorrow is Grandpa's funeral. This day has been looming over me all week, and I can feel the tension mounting already. I'm supposed to be doing a re… -
Some Happier Feelings
It's been a pretty emotional week for me, I must say. It's been difficult to manage at times, but for the most part, I've been pushing through. Today, I can finally say I feel better again. At least, for now. I spent a… -
Some Thanks
I had actually forgotten how good it was to just vent to a friend sometimes. Especially one who can offer an outside perspective on things, seeing as how they don't know the other people involved. That and remind me tha… -
OH!
Apparently there's another reason I've been feeling so anxious and upset today.... That explains a lot. Okay, carry on! :) -
How many children would you like to have (or currently have) and why? Do you have plans to adopt?
I just answered this Featured Question; you can answer it too! To try and take my mind off of everything, I thought it might be a good idea to write based on one of these prompts - so! Here goes nothing! I persona… -
Adventures in Cooking - Part 2
Okay! So, we didn't have time to make the lasagna tonight! But, we did a rather normal sort of meal in my household. Tonight we made breaded chicken (no Shake and Bake this time; Normally I use Shake and Bake, lol), with… -
Stay Strong
Now that I've posted my fun, happy journal... I think it's time I post something more serious. As I mentioned already, my Grandpa died this week. For the most part, I actually think I'm handling this not TOO badly, so f… -
Adventures in Cooking - Part 1
In order to make learning how to cook a little more fun, I thought I'd do little cooking blog posts. Today, I ended up making a casserole. Nothing too complicated, but given that I have very little cooking experience, I… -
I Can Has Libido?
Despite what most people are no doubt expecting this entry to be about, I've decided to save writing a journal about the death of my grandpa until I have some time to really think about it - since I'd rather talk about h… -
Grandpa Musings
I don't really know why I'm bothering to update this right now, but I guess I don't really need a reason. Found out this morning that both of my grandpa's kidneys have shut down now... Seems like he's finally slipping… -
Exhaustion
Well... That was one hell of a weird day... So, Canucks lost the cup - which resulted in a ton of riots and fires, and all sorts of scary stuff, since several people I know were down there. Thankfully, it seems that ev… -
Booze
I need booze... Cody and mum have both given me booze now... Never been drunk before, but it almost seems tempting.. Aside from the fact that my Emetophobia holds me back on that. I don't know if this is a good thing o… -
Loss
I am so fucked up right now... My Grandpa got put on life support today... His one good lung collapsed on him... I really wish I could explain it in better detail, but I'm so numb right now that I can't seem to even fi… -
I'm on the Right Track, Baby!
Before I go to bed, I figure I will give a quick update on here. Not that a lot of people even read this thing, but ya know. *shrugs* Anyways! My doctor's appointment was about as productive as I expected, considering w… -
A More Positive Entry
While seeing grandpa last night was humbling and terrifying, I can thankfully say that I am in better spirits today. Bouncing back is something I tend to do, thankfully. Especially since I have a feeling he would rather… -
Fuckity Fuck Fuck
I knew things had been too good to be true. Everything has officially started crumbling around me again. Had to come home early from my weekend thing with my friends because my grandpa wound up in the ICU... He was in… -
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If I could just sleep through today, or start it over, or something... That would be really great. Seriously. Rewind, start over. Fuck. -
Stupidity
I'm so fucking stupid... *head-desk* -
I hates you, body!
So I ended up awake half the night last night, doubled over in pain. Wow, Ally. Why do you have to repeat this every year? You'd think you'd have learned by now to say NO when offered something you aren't supposed to eat… -
I hates you, body!
So I ended up awake half the night last night, doubled over in pain. Wow, Ally. Why do you have to repeat this every year? You'd think you'd have learned by now to say NO when offered something you aren't supposed to eat… -
My Heart. It Flutters!
Since I said I'd write about my awesome sauce weekend, I suppose I should do so before I get distracted by other things and ultimately get too lazy to do so. Lol. Saturday. Oh, Saturday. Saturday was wonderful! Altho… -
That Just Happened
So, before I write an entry about my awesome sauce weekend, I just had to share this thing that happened between my mum and I today. Here's the scene... My brother and I are getting ready to go out for a ride with my mu… -
It Take Two to Whisper Quietly
Since Bob keeps attacking my pencil when I try to draw, I figure it's a good time to update this blog. :] So, things are looking up again. I had a really fantastic time with Taylor and Corey this week. It was fun to hav…
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